“What. A. Racket.”͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ ͏‌ 

Artwork by Kevin Tseng

January 2023 / No.6

Notes on my art and creative process

“TREES IN CRESTON”

 

On the drive from Whitefish to Big Fork, there is a stretch of highway that passes through immense fields. Eight towering trees stand between the road and distant mountains, like a wise council of elders surveying the surrounding land.

I would always admire these trees from afar during visits to Montana. Now living in the area, I had a big idea: I’m going to turn off that highway, drive into the expanse, and see just how gigantic those trees are.

Well, I did just that and part of me wishes I hadn’t.

The reality: they are less than a quarter-mile from the road, seem to be dying at one end, and are not all that tall. They are “average tall” trees… sitting in a very open field… with nothing to provide height context — so their enormous size is an exceptional illusion.

This misperception reminds me of visiting Mont-Saint-Michel in France. Based on the tourist-book photos, I was expecting a serene day-trip to this tranquil tidal island... Now, I will not diminish Mont-Saint-Michel’s appearance — it is like a Romanesque layer-cake dramatically rising from the bay. However, I found the confusing to/from shuttles, multitude of visitors, and tourist-shop maze surrounding the abbey to be extremely dispiriting. Waiting for the return shuttle, I saw that my friend Jill’s expression matched my feelings: “What. A. Racket.”

Mont-Saint-Michel photos taken w/ 1996 Olympus Stylus (35mm)

 

These experiences present a challenge: how do we reconcile what we thought would be and what is? Does fantasy get thrown out once reality sets in? Because I can still feel awe when I glimpse those trees from the highway or see a Mont-Saint-Michel photo… then a slew of asterisks and footnotes quickly follows.

And here I am, trying to recapture (and preserve?) my long-held, dreamy impression of those trees in a painting, even though it feels like fiction now.

It’s similar to the current stage of my life, in which I am trying to harmonize the then and now — not denying reality, but also not discounting fantasy as useless. I am constantly creating a hybrid and am curious to see how that evolves…

“Fantasy is hardly an escape from reality. It’s a way of understanding it.”
— LLOYD ALEXANDER

 

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